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So, when quarantine, first, happened, I...didn’t panic. Which, is, uhm, it’s a rare thing for me- it’s new, it’s not rare, it’s a new thing for me; not panicking about a situation is new thing for me. The sorta lake of calm that I sink into when things happen beyond my control is something that is a, uhm, growing aspect of my life. It’s growing with the understanding that I have^ absolutely, as much control over this moment as I have over every-other-moment which is... contro